it's funny how much you grow, but you never feel yourself growing. I haven't sat in this chair for years, but when I did, I realized how much I've changed. how much bigger I've gotten. and when I sit in that chair, my mind tumbles and I am a kid again, trapped in a frighteningly unfamiliar body. then I remember, I've been living in this skin all along.
it's easy to close your eyes and pretend that nothing has changed.
remember that change is slow
